Turn to mother's day. This being my first maybe I was expecting more then I should have. I even warned M that I was wanting him to plan something for us to do. I did this because as much as I love him he is not the most thoughtful person on earth. He has a great heart but for some reason his heart and his head are not connected. So what happened today......... NOTHING. No card, no flowers, no anything. All i really wanted to do was to go for a walk with M and Kalen but we did not even do that. M did take all of the night feedings and he let me sleep in which was SO nice!
So my thought on today is that I am so happy to finally be a mommy! Kalen is the most amazing gift I could every receive and he is truly all that I need. I am so thankful for him! I am so grateful for my life and for my family!
Now a word of advise for my husband. I LOVE YOU! I know that you love me and that you truly did not want for me to be upset. For future reference I like cards! I like the stupid sentimental words on a piece of paper. So PLEASE put aside your feelings about cards and for the greater good of your marriage GET ME A CARD!!!! (At the very least)