It's almost here

I can't believe that my baby boy will be 1 tomorrow. He is changing daily and I am so in love with him!

He is starting to be a goofy baby. He will do things if he thinks you will laugh and he absolutely loves it when you play hide and seek with him. I love it that he scrunches his little nose when he likes what you are doing.

Tomorrow my baby will be a toddler and while I am excited for all of the adventures ahead I am sad to see this part of Kalen's life pass.

I hope I don't shed any tears tomorrow but I have a feeling I will.

I love you Kalen!!!!!

Doctors

When I found out I was pregnant I immediately made an appointment with my g.p to get referred back to the ob I saw when I was pregnant with Kalen. He had me go give some blood for tests they needed to do and to confirm the pregnancy. When the pregnancy was confirmed I was told they would contact me with an appointment with the ob.

I heard from my g.p a week later that the ob's office wanted me to go for a dating ultrasound and some more blood tests. I did that and have been waiting to hear about my appointment. Well I finally got a call back yesterday (6 weeks since this all began) my g.p wanted to see me. I went in today and found out that my ob has agreed to take me on as a patient again but will not see me until May 11th! I will be 20 weeks pregnant before I see a doctor. To me that is crazy and even though I am not worried about something being wrong with the baby I also don't think I feel comfortable not having a doctor to see until then.

My g.p does not do maternal care so he will not see me but he said he will try to find me a doctor to see me until the ob will. STUPID!!!

Tired!!

Kalen has been sick since Monday and I am exhausted! He was so sick on Monday and it was so weird because I felt so bad for him but at the same time I loved it! Kalen would not leave my side and that is not normal at all. He is not one for cuddles so I was happy he wanted to cuddle and he even slept on me for most of the day. I miss the snuggles so much.

He started to feel better Tuesday except for this horrible cough that will not go away. I am hoping this thing starts to go away soon because Kalen is one VERY grumpy baby and that is leading to one VERY grumpy mommy.

Thank god for M because I am not sure where Kalen and I would be right now without him. Love you M!!

Can you see his big toe sticking through on his left foot? hahaha

He loves the fridge

Practicing his walking skills

I think the cat is out of the bag so.......

We are having another baby and I am freaking out!!!! We are very excited and so happy but oh my god.

I finally told my boss the other day and while she was less then excited she did not yell at me so I am pretty happy about that.

I am just about 10 weeks which puts this baby due the end of September.

Like I said before we are in shock still but very excited to be on this adventure we call life.

Wordless Wednesday

Can you believe this kid is 11 months old today!?!?!?!

5 weeks

5 weeks from today I will be back at work and I am not totally sure how I feel about it. I am going to miss Kalen so much but at the same time I am VERY ready for some adult time.

I have been having trouble sleeping lately because I can't stop thinking about how things will turn out when I go back. Our schedule is going to be some what crazy and I am not looking forward to it. I am not a morning person so the idea of having to get up even earlier then I am used to does not appeal to me.

I have enjoyed spending so much time with Kalen and I am really going to miss seeing him learn new things all the time. We are not going to have much time in the evenings and may have to switch up our current routine to make more time. How does everyone do it? How do you make time?

I am sure as soon as we get used to everything something will come our way that will knock us all on our knees again ;)