It's almost here

I can't believe that my baby boy will be 1 tomorrow. He is changing daily and I am so in love with him!

He is starting to be a goofy baby. He will do things if he thinks you will laugh and he absolutely loves it when you play hide and seek with him. I love it that he scrunches his little nose when he likes what you are doing.

Tomorrow my baby will be a toddler and while I am excited for all of the adventures ahead I am sad to see this part of Kalen's life pass.

I hope I don't shed any tears tomorrow but I have a feeling I will.

I love you Kalen!!!!!

Doctors

When I found out I was pregnant I immediately made an appointment with my g.p to get referred back to the ob I saw when I was pregnant with Kalen. He had me go give some blood for tests they needed to do and to confirm the pregnancy. When the pregnancy was confirmed I was told they would contact me with an appointment with the ob.

I heard from my g.p a week later that the ob's office wanted me to go for a dating ultrasound and some more blood tests. I did that and have been waiting to hear about my appointment. Well I finally got a call back yesterday (6 weeks since this all began) my g.p wanted to see me. I went in today and found out that my ob has agreed to take me on as a patient again but will not see me until May 11th! I will be 20 weeks pregnant before I see a doctor. To me that is crazy and even though I am not worried about something being wrong with the baby I also don't think I feel comfortable not having a doctor to see until then.

My g.p does not do maternal care so he will not see me but he said he will try to find me a doctor to see me until the ob will. STUPID!!!

Tired!!

Kalen has been sick since Monday and I am exhausted! He was so sick on Monday and it was so weird because I felt so bad for him but at the same time I loved it! Kalen would not leave my side and that is not normal at all. He is not one for cuddles so I was happy he wanted to cuddle and he even slept on me for most of the day. I miss the snuggles so much.

He started to feel better Tuesday except for this horrible cough that will not go away. I am hoping this thing starts to go away soon because Kalen is one VERY grumpy baby and that is leading to one VERY grumpy mommy.

Thank god for M because I am not sure where Kalen and I would be right now without him. Love you M!!